Still seems a lie to me .Sometimes I refuse to believe that you really went away.
You used to keep the family together and reinforce our union. Now ? Now each person chose a different direction in her live, a new way of living , althout I think of that as an escape of enbrace the truth, that truth that at all cost we want to avoid, that truth that hurts like hell, but the truth that we have to face.
I don't recognize my family anymore ,or what remains of it...Do you know that feeling that you are surounded by people that don't really know you ? That's all that i'm feeling right now. I feel like I don't belong here. This may pass , but my wish right now is go live beside you. Miss you *
